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Sunday, June 15th, 2008
10:05 pm
chop chop chop...

are the decisions I'm making/I've made the right ones? I hope so
am I confident in them? most of the time
am I happy? Yes.

go celtics :)

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Thursday, July 5th, 2007
8:46 pm
i am so happy :)

woo woo woo wooo

possible mitsubishi eclipse apartment beach life boyfrienddd party soc pix daily boston train rides newspapers good music responsibility understanding learning trusty metal boyfriendddddd mushrooms big bucks groceries avacadooss goodtimes man i miss you guys couple friends an inconvenient boob yeeeaa

wooo just remembered about having avacados


current mood: very good

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Friday, June 8th, 2007
2:52 pm
my job is amazing my bf's the best i'm going to see him in a couple hours my life is gooddd

but rip stanley

watching a wife lose a husband hurts. esp when it's linda. love love love love love

the sun is great

wooo guinness

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Tuesday, May 29th, 2007
9:33 pm
welcome home

minus a mom minus a sister minus all normalness..time to move out


current mood: trapped

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Wednesday, May 2nd, 2007
5:33 pm
so sometimes i feel like i've won so much..it usually happens on bright sunny warm-ish days like today but occasionally other times too..and it makes me kinda wanna run around waving my arms over my head all light and free-like. it's a nice feeling:)

i guess more later cuz i can't get it all out of my head right at the moment

but woo life's excellent

o yea...Michael Webb to me after my studio presentation: "it's almost damn near perfect"

and great uncles rock


current mood: sunny

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Monday, April 23rd, 2007
7:08 am
rip uncle dennis

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Sunday, April 1st, 2007
11:40 pm
rhi noooooooo

why is working so hard tonight ah ah ahh

rock the house

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Friday, March 30th, 2007
12:28 am
morooon: my hot cute "geekin' sack" gf <3

aka pretty girl in the green dress:)

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Monday, March 19th, 2007
10:11 pm
film from my wicked sweet vaca not all coming out somehow makes me sad. but thanks trusty digi for making it not suck quite as bad. :( no palm trees and powerlines though. and no pelicans.

but o mann i can't wait for more summer and oaks and blazin around listenin to crystal baller

and i love new england / the northeast cuz it's alive and real and good

current mood: a little mopey

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Monday, February 26th, 2007
10:39 pm - my life is goodd
i kind of want to spend all my free time (when i'm not cuddled up with my bf) in the darkroom

i love photography. i love the darkroom. being in there and just the whole process is so relaxing/rewarding. seeing my pictures appear like ten different ways at ten different points..o man. i even forget to stress about all the studio work i'm gonna be doing once i leave. i love it and it's definitely up there on my list of awesome decisions i've made.

i love my new comp speakers:) a gift with love..and work..they're wicked cool lookin tho. and they sound awesome too. it's about time.

i love the chill out station of yahoo's launchcast internet radio thing. it's perfect for rhino'ing away the day. and night..

i loveee monet's sunset in venice. o man..go random poster sale for lettin me see it. i think it's the prettiest painting i've ever seen. i want it in huge mural form on my wall in my house some day.

i don't love that my muscles hurt from not enough sleep/hunchin over my comp for long periods of time. but my studio proj is lookin up:) woooo

i love zero 7.

and pretty orangey snowy nights in syracuse:)

i love that the ball is comin up. my dress is sweett and the ball was such a good time last year i'm excitedd. and then floridaaa. hello beaches and bikinis and boyfriend..and a wicked sweet pair of new g-parents to get spoiled by:)

i loved the text from kel that said i miss you. :) :) :)

and talkin to my sis more and more.

i think i'm growin up alright


current mood: oreos in my teeeth

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Sunday, July 30th, 2006
4:48 pm
music thoughts getting lost..always better on the way home from kelly's on a sunny sunday..no matter what the time.

i love driving.

i'm learning..or trying to learn how to turn certain instincts off.

i'm not good at being what i think of as alone and get scared and stressed kind of easily. but i'm working on that too.

i love my boyfriend.

i'm good at cards and finding beach glass and driving on the highway.

i like working with people who have gained my respect and who have come to respect me too.

i want my camera nearby at all times..except when it's broken and has to get sent away and fixed. and if it dies i will find another of the same model because i am convinced it's the best digital camera there is. at least for me.

i feel like i'm in a pretty good place right now. i mean what's life without having to work your ass off to save yourself once in a while. i know i can do it..i hope.

i love my friends. especially spending time with them in a pool.

i love my sister. even if she annoyed me most of the week at the beach.

i have a tan.

i wish i wrote more.


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Sunday, June 25th, 2006
10:07 pm
...and it's sad like looking at pics you've only seen in your head for a long time..they don't always look like youd remembered or expected. then it's like..what's true?

i'll take a print out of my head please

current mood: new and old

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Friday, January 13th, 2006
4:01 pm - who can
you told me that you want to die
i said i've been there myself more than a few times
and i go back every once in a while
you called me lucky, you.. you called me lucky.

you said tonight is a wonderful night to die
i asked you how you could tell you told me to look at the sky
look at all those stars,
look at how goddamn ugly the stars are.

it's one or another
between a rope and a bottle
i can tell you're having trouble breathing

current mood: shit

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2:40 pm

i'm in a bad mood. tired/stabbed/poor/hungry/a mess. bad.

i want to go somewhere. not here or there or there or there. but somewhere

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Thursday, January 12th, 2006
12:05 am
time to go back to school

back to no parents little online less confusion/craziness

ups and downs

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Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
3:17 pm
ah ah ah

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Tuesday, January 10th, 2006
11:52 am - plan on sleepin in
funny is..

driving down the dw with lorenz who is blasting avril lavigne

and smp sarcastically asking if he's my brother..

train rides were a bit different though

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Saturday, January 7th, 2006
11:18 pm - go pats
28 3. patriots of course. mike vrabel<3

also. i think sometimes things we think we're cool with are just things we've stuffed down. we tell ourselves they're gone because we've dealt with them..moved on. but really they're still in there..invisible to us only cuz we don't want to see them or believe they're still there. i guess that's what makes them reappear once in a while. nice way of saying..hey, you aren't really past me yet.

cuz for a couple minutes tonight, hours seemed like a longer amount of time than i had previously imagined

current mood: fix it

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Friday, January 6th, 2006
11:15 pm - i want the book. and yay for planss
i am in love with this book: nooo i can't find it online:(..but it was at borders. called houses. phaidon. i want it..i'm getting it.

anyway..and printed pictures. and my sister. andd open mic night at borders. and weird coincidences. and words that feel warm

like a tonn

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1:43 pm
i will miss my k


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